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[Aug. 23rd, 2006|12:03 am] |
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i feel like im going crazy.
i dont know what to do anymore.
i have a billion mixed emotions about a billion things |
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[Aug. 16th, 2006|01:05 pm] |
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tell me something that i might not know about you.. |
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[Aug. 4th, 2006|10:04 pm] |
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i havnt writen in a while...
soo.. my life right now.
stressful.
i think im getting sick again cause my head hurts and my ears and my body. :/ i REALLY hope not. cause my birthday is in 3 days! :DDDD
Negatives that have been bothering me/hurting my feelings:
1 my boyfriend didnt want to hang out with me today. that hurt my feelings.
2 i feel like im losing my best friend. we never talk or hang out anymore. and that hurts my feelings.
3 bianca and grant are leaving tomorrow, that hurts my feelings.
4 im sad that i cant bring everyone to my birthday and there was a limit.
5 hormones are attcking me right now.
6 i feel like im very alone right now.
Wonderful things:
1 i saw cheals and taran today (my only white cousins) that i never see alot anymore! aww i miss them so much <33 they are beautiful.
2 my birthday is coming up!!!
3 i went shopping yesterday.
4 jonathan and i are going back to normal now.
5 victor has been there for me when i really need to talk and i dont know what to do and when i feel hurt.
6 i talked to my older brother who is in the airforce who i havnt see in foreverrrr <3
7 ive planned out that anything that happened last year im going to try not to let it affect me this year. starting fresh and new.
8 im not going to let anything/anybody keep me from being friends with anyone this year. i have 2 years left. im going to try to make the best of it.
i love you.
<3
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[Jul. 25th, 2006|07:23 pm] |
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i love cienna, katie, and bianca the most right now.
<33333333333333333333333333333333 |
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[Jul. 23rd, 2006|08:50 pm] |
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po just died.
R.I.P
<3333 |
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[Jul. 23rd, 2006|05:20 pm] |
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ONE OF MY FROGS JUST DIED!
there was cynthia and po, and cynthia died! and po is about to!!!!
i need someones help!
they live underwater and they come up for air when they need it and i found po on the bottom of the fish bowl upside down! belly up! then i flipped him over with a pencil and he was fine, but everytime he tries to swim up to the surface to get air, he cant cause he doesnt have enough energy so he just floats back down and falls backward! then i need to be the flipping lifeguard and save him with a pencil!!!
and i called cienna and victor for help and they laughed at me for crying over my frogs :(
this is a VERY SAD DAY! you dont even understand.
R.I.P Cynthia <333
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| whats wrong with your face? |
[Jul. 23rd, 2006|03:45 pm] |
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biancas party was great. but after, when i was home.. it was shit.
i had about the saddest night, and most frustrating night. i just hate when relationship suck. and i didnt get off the phone till 5 and couldnt go to sleep till 5:30 in the morning.
then, i woke up and my dad saw me and asked what was wrong with my face. what is that?! he said it looked like a train crashes into my face. .. yeah my dad loves me.
hahah. but w.e then we went and ate sushi and i didnt "fix" my face or anything so he couldnt just stare at it even more.
im full of rice and i feel like im going to exploooooooodddeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee |
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| its fucking hottttttt |
[Jul. 23rd, 2006|12:20 am] |
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went to biancas party, and saw people, and SHAINA! but didnt really talk to her :/
then, came home.. then took my little brother and his friend TPing cause they've never done it before
goodnight :) |
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[Jul. 20th, 2006|07:47 pm] |
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i had a wonderful day today :D
hope you did tooo.
and im excited about manana!!
tata |
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[Jul. 17th, 2006|09:26 pm] |
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im annoyed right now. but im really tring not to be.
sometimes the littlest things and stupid stuff that people do irratate me. even when they dont mean to. and sometimes when it doesnt even have to do with me in the first place. i donno. |
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[Jul. 16th, 2006|03:59 pm] |
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soo, today is mine and VIctors 21st month anniversary.<3 but hes still in chicago. :( and its 4:00 over here which makes it 6:00 over there and not one phone call today. but i understand.... im getting tired of not seeing him now. its hurting my feelings
hahah.
anywhooo... biancas birthday is in 3 days! that is exciting! im excited, and its not even my birthday. ahaha. im so stoked on her party! ahhhh i cant wait for it to come! just cause bianca and i got the cutest dresses you can ever imagine and no one else is going to look better than us. :) except emily, cause she saw my dress. and practically dressed me cause im an idoit and didnt know how to put it on. and except cienna too. cause i like her :)
MY birthday is in 22 days!!!! im so exiced for this birthday! and im like never excited for birthdays! :DDDD oh yeah, i forgot. my dad and i were born on the same day. cause he decided to copy me... so his birthday is in 22 days too. but that doesnt matter.
this weekend was fun :)
friday- i relaxed.
saturday- went shopping with B and Bs mother and a tad of Emily, at Melrose :) then went to ciennas fun fun fun fun fun get together thingy at her house. :) just wish victor was there. but other than that it was awesome :DDD
sunday- fatass day. ITS SO HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ive been eating and sleeping and watching tv and eating and sleeping. but im going jogging tonight so i dont feel as bad.
schooooool tomorrrrow :(
BLEH. 2 more weeeeeks!
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[Jul. 14th, 2006|09:14 pm] |
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NO BODY GET BIANCA A KITTEN FOR HER BIRTHDAY!
I AM. |
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[Jul. 12th, 2006|07:19 pm] |
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i miss my mother, my brother, and my boyfriend.
mother comes back in.. 4 days.
brother comes back in another 6 weeks
and boyfriend comes back in 4 or 5 days.
boo.
so my older brother is grad. out of the airforce bootcamp tomorrow in texas! but then needs to stay there for ANOTHER 6 weeks. i miss him alot alot.
buuuuut. i had SOOO much fun today lads. with zee girlies. minus alexia. we went to the beach and since we are all so hot, we got hit on by these weird ass people. so we left. cause it was scary.
then got BOBA!
the end.
goodbye.
oooooh yes. my birthday is final and im stoked. but guess what?
26more days till my birthday! |
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[Jul. 9th, 2006|11:17 pm] |
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victor leaves in less than 4 hours for a week. and i only got to see him 2 times this last week. im sad. he gets back on the day of our 21month anniversary, or the day after. so either way we are missing it together. i dont want him to leave. at all. :(
but we did get to go fly kites yesterday and it was fucking awesome! and we went on a mission! "MISSION CASA" that is. and attacked cars with boba. hahahah that was fun. then to see a movie with cienna and andrew which was amazing.
lookie:
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tomorrow i have school and im really not up to it. i hate summer school. but i get to see my girls after so im pretty good :)
i babysat tonight for the 2nd time this week to 2 girls who are so much fun. i love babysitting them. one is 7 and the other is 12. and they are wonderful. we made cookies tonight :)
i think he is beautiful:
mmmmm yes. that picture gives me the butterflies :)
on that note,
good night lovies
<center>♥.♥.♥
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[Jul. 8th, 2006|12:46 am] |
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ps;
MY BIRTHDAY IN 31 DAYS! |
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[Jul. 8th, 2006|12:38 am] |
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TODAY:
finally got to see my sexy boy. plus alexia, katie and philip
:DDDD
TOMORROW:
1- running with hayley and my pappy on la playa. yes. i like running with my dad.
2- victor coming over :DDDD
3- flying ninja turtle kites
4- movie with victor, cienna and andrew
5- sleeeeeep.
im stoked.
goodnight!
♥.♥.♥ |
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| fuck yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah |
[Jul. 6th, 2006|08:42 pm] |
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i love when bianca and grant just randomly come over.
expecially today when i wasnt even home yet and i walk in and they were already here chillin in my house watching my tv. :D
♥.♥.♥ |
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| kiss kiss bang bang |
[Jul. 3rd, 2006|11:20 pm] |
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last night i had the best time.
cienna and i went to KCs and bristol farms cause that is the best place in the world! then as we were walking home, we saw HUGE turtle! and we were tring to feed him but it didnt really work. then we got to my house and it was really flippin hot so we went to the beach and swam and almost died. and it was PACKED with mexicans. and i was wearing a shirt that said mexico. but im white. so i turned it insideout. haha. then we talked about alot of good things. and as we were waiting for my mom, a car full of guys scared the shit out of us and they were following us and i was really scared. hahaha
anyways. so we got to my house and we decided to take a bubble bath. in bathing suits. then alexia came. and she came in the bath too. then we got out and went on an adventure in westchester which was pretty tight. and saw bianca and bryce and met up with mayly. and we came to my house and had the best time.
so they left around 12ish cause i had friggin school today and i came home and felt like SHIT! and now im sick again. i was sick for about a week and a half 2 weeks ago and i am again. so i went to the doctors and they gave me alot alot of medication. and i cant have visitors over and i cant go anywhere. so pretty much, im spending the 4th of july in my room. my parents want me to go with them on our boat, but ive done that so many times that its lame and im going to die of sickness if i go on the boat. im not looking forward to tomorrow. and i SO BADLY wanted to go with victor.
i miss my boyfriend. and i think his dad hates me now for no reason. which made me cry last night. he says mean comments and shit like that, and it sucks cause i like his dad and i thought we were cool. but out of the blue he just started treating my differently. :(
whatever.
soooooo, what are you doing for the 4th of july???????
♥.♥.♥ |
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[Jun. 25th, 2006|12:33 pm] |
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sooo.. i useto have one of these, but i just stopped one day. my name was drugfreeway2be... and i want to find it and read how retarded i was.
i dont really know how this works.. but im tring.
i made it again basically cause cienna said so and i figured, well.. being on myspace all the time isnt good so ill have a livejournal to go on too.
the end. :) |
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[Jun. 25th, 2006|02:53 am] |
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my summer so far:
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